This is Lumidor. I miss him so much :'(

Sorry guys

Sorry I haven't been on for a while. My life just took a roller coaster ride, and I am exhausted.
For one, my mom wants me to go to Duke TIP summer "studies". At a university. In NORTH CAROLINA! I am not going to let my parents pay $3000 dollars to ship me off to North Carolina for 3 fucking weeks! Ughhhhhhhhhh.
And my mom wants me to skip a trip to my cousins house. I only see my cousin once or twice a year! Why the fuck would I skip it?
I need to scream really bad.


And I miss him.

BOOYAH! lol I love this pic.

:'(

I feel like a fucking baby right now. I got really mad at my mom because she wants me to continue violion EVEN THOUGH we won't be able to pay. She says I have talent, and it'll help for me to develop your potential. Newsflash: I DON'T WANT TO PLAY FUCKING VIOLIN!!!!!!! I told her I would rather be playing drums. Then she said, again, that i have potential. She says I don't have talent on the drums. SHES NEVER SEEN ME PLAY FUCKING DRUMS!!!!!!!!!! Agggggggggggggggg. And plus, I dont wat to take free violin lessons. It makes me feel like I'm a charity.
So, I broke down and stuff, and now i feel like a infant.
Not good.


My life sucks.

help me.

My dad just got laid off at his job. He was the only source of income in our family. Both of my parents are unemployed now, and i'm still in middle school. I feel guilty, too. I've been asking for expensive stuff a lot latley. My mom has been telling me that money's tight, but I didn't believe her util now.

I feel so stupid.

FUCK!

I think I might.... sort of.... not really.... probably not at all..... but oh well........ ughhhhhh

Mindless Crap times Three

Song of the Moment:: Over and Over by Three Days Grace

I'm in SIGMA right now, watching Padfoot's presentation of her "Aunty Lou's Ragbag" blog. It is so awesome! But, I'm hungry. I have lunch next hour, and I can't wait! I NEED FOOD!!!!