Wednesday, February 25, 2009

:'(

I feel like a fucking baby right now. I got really mad at my mom because she wants me to continue violion EVEN THOUGH we won't be able to pay. She says I have talent, and it'll help for me to develop your potential. Newsflash: I DON'T WANT TO PLAY FUCKING VIOLIN!!!!!!! I told her I would rather be playing drums. Then she said, again, that i have potential. She says I don't have talent on the drums. SHES NEVER SEEN ME PLAY FUCKING DRUMS!!!!!!!!!! Agggggggggggggggg. And plus, I dont wat to take free violin lessons. It makes me feel like I'm a charity.
So, I broke down and stuff, and now i feel like a infant.
Not good.


My life sucks.

Friday, February 20, 2009

help me.

My dad just got laid off at his job. He was the only source of income in our family. Both of my parents are unemployed now, and i'm still in middle school. I feel guilty, too. I've been asking for expensive stuff a lot latley. My mom has been telling me that money's tight, but I didn't believe her util now.

I feel so stupid.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

FUCK!

I think I might.... sort of.... not really.... probably not at all..... but oh well........ ughhhhhh

Mindless Crap times Three

Song of the Moment:: Over and Over by Three Days Grace

I'm in SIGMA right now, watching Padfoot's presentation of her "Aunty Lou's Ragbag" blog. It is so awesome! But, I'm hungry. I have lunch next hour, and I can't wait! I NEED FOOD!!!!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Mindless Crap to the Second Power

My life is getting creepy! Afterschool, this dude told me that I should know what college I want to go to. WHAT THE FUCK!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! Now school is scaring me.... !

Ughh








PSSSHHHH I wish.

Watchmen Soundtrack